What is happening to me?

So I have recently (as of two days ago) gotten into prairie christian love stories. I have already read one and a half in a series of 4. I was up till 12:30 am last night finding out if Luke marries Christine. How sad am I? Please help. I know that this new hobby is not going to impress my eldest brother, but I seem to be addicted. I weep as I think of how Jason is thinking less of me.

Oh and Michael has informed me that he would like to live closer to Kelly, but Grammy and Buddy would have to move to MI too. I thought that sounded fair. Oh to be 3 1/2! I love him.